Pengen

gak kerasa banget aku dh 5 th kuliah....
dah hampir garis finish...
fiuuuhh....
kok tiba2 kangen masa2 kuliah ya...
pengen bangun jam 6 pagi buat masuk kuliah yg jam 7...
pengen berangkat bareng geng ku *my lovely best friends*..
gurindang...mae...ndol...mba chris....ika...
trus ketemu temen2 dkelas...
miss you all guys....
pengen nongkrong dikantin sambil nunggu kuliah yg berikutnya...
pengen ngerjain tugas bareng lagi.....
pengen begadang gara2 ngerjain tugas besar....
pengen ujian lagi... *i can't believe i can say that*....
pengen sibuk nyari bahan buat ujian besoknya....
aahhhhh....
i really really miss that moment...
huaaa...jadi pengen nangis....*lebay memang*
pengen ngulangin masa2 itu lagi....
kapan ya bisa lagi???
bisa gak ya????
aaaahhh pengeeenn ....
pengen kek dulu...
ngumpul bareng,,,
pengen pulang kuliah bareng....
pengen makan bakso raksasa bareng pas pulang kuliah lagi...
pengen...pengen...
pengen bangettt.......
fiuuuuhhh....
pengen dateng ke WEB lagi....
pangen ngumpul2 bareng lagi....
pengen ngerjain yg lagi ultah lagi....
pengen buka puasa bareng lagi...
pengen banget....
huaaa....
i love you guys,,,,,,,
i love all of you so much....

^o^

Homesick

hiks,,hiks....
i miss my home so much...
miss my family ....
but i don't want leave him...
i want take him to my hometown...
huaaa....
hiks...hiks...

T.T

Today

today obsession... :
reorganized my lemari baju....

^o^

Real boots

i just bought *i think* real boots.....
my boyfriend bought this boots too.....
^o^

^o^

diet...diet..diet...

i think this week i eat a lot...
i eat so many food like mie ayam, bakso, coki2, lotis, gudeg etc.
i think this time to diet......huahahahahhahahaaa....

^o^

Brown

I just bought a brown boots..
Semoga bermanfaat...

Brownie

^o^

TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

i've been watching that movie last night....
whooaaa.....
i love love love that movie....

^o^

Search...search...

I feel so lazy this curent time....
now i'll try to find my spirit that i have before...
aku pengen exited kek dulu2 lagi...
SEMANGAT!!!

^o^

hiksss......

my sister has back to my hometown....
i feel so sad....
padahal...sebelum2nya..
mba titi (my sister)...pernah datang ksini (jogja)...
tapi aku gak sedih2 banget waktu dy plg...
tp skrng kok sedih banget....
hiks....mpe nangis2 segala *ini bukan lebay looo....*
huaaa....
jadi pengen mudik...tapi gmn...
mash ad tanggung jwb yg harus dselesaikan dsini...
hiks....

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LungLung

My nephew....
my sister son...

Name : Farrel Janitra Riyadi
Nickname : Alung, LungLung, Boncel
Birth : Mei, 10th 2006
Mother name : Titik

Father name : Hendry
Hobby : Asking

LungLung

^o^

The Quotes

The quality, not the longevity, of one's life is what is important

-Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.-

The question is not whether we will die, but how we will live
-Joan Borysenko-

Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending
-Maria Robinson-

When it is dark enough, you can see the stars
-Charles A Beard-

When life knocks you down, try to land on your back. Because if you can look up, you can get up. Let your reason get you back up
-Les Brown-

Remember, you can earn more money, but when time is spent is gone forever
-Zig Ziglar-

The Sister

my sister has come...
i don't know exactly what her purpose come here....
^o^

T.T

why i feel so lonely??????
i hate this feeling,,,,

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Review

some times i feel so surprised that i've write before....
like my 2 post before this post....
in the older post...i write my problem..
and the other post i feel so wise ^o^....
feels like i talk to my self...like i gave some advise for my self...
is that mean i have 2 personality????
in one side i feel so weak...
in the other side i feel so wise....

^o^ T.T

Up..up...up....

This month i have so many problem....
may be i will go to next level..
and i have to win this level first.....
then i can go to that next level....
but now (today i mean)..
i dont know what "thing" that make me so so so depressed....
i feels like have big stone / rock / batu up of my head......
but i cant describe what kind of stone up there...
i don't know...
but i have to be positive...
like i said before...
may be i will go to next level....but i have to win this level first...
i wish i can...
SEMANGAT!!!!!!!

^o^

Time Time Time

Why time be the biggest problem in my life...
fells like everything isn't in the right time...
examples...
when my friends want to go holiday...my sister come..
is not the right time...
i need holiday too...but i can't..
when i feel so down he is not in my side...
he have some job that have to finish...
why the time isn't before i feel so down...
why now???
why not yesterday or tomorrow....
why today??????

time...time....time....time.....
my life isn't in good time....
i have so many problem this month...(june)....

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Talk better than silent

a few days ago....
i have big big big problem in my study life....
that the hardest thing in my study life.....
awalnya aku takut buat ngomong sama mamaku...
takut diceramahin dimarahin dan laen2...
tapi kata si jeng...mending ngomong aja...
daripada jadi beban terus...
katanya kalo tar dimarahin, paling cuman bentar...
lagian aku dan mamaku kan jauhan..beda kota gitu....
aku di jogja...mamaku di sampit....
trus dengan tekat yg kuat tapi takut...
akhirnya aku nelpon mamaku buat ngomongin masalahku...
dan ternyata bener kata si jeng...
mamaku gak marah...
mamaku cuman minta penjelasan...aku jelasin lah.....
trus rasanya legaaaa....banget...
bebanku berkurang banyak...
biarpun masih ada beban yg laen siih...
tapi legaaa...
thank mom for undersatnd me...
i love you mom...

Quote of the day :
"TALK BETTER THAN SILENT"

^o^

<3>

SEMANGAT!!!!!!

still believe behind the problem...there is something better....

^o^

Back To Reumatoid & Gout Atritis

Back to work..
Back to task...
back to my routine.....
back to reumatoid & gout artritis.....
SEMANGAT!!!!!!!!

^o^

Mr. Freddy

Hiyaay...hiyaaay...
the shoes that i bought last friday has come...
i bought at Mr.Freddy

My Brand New Oxford Sandal

^o^

Ami Club Wear

I just found an online shop....
their stuff so so fabulous, fantastic.....
and the price...oh my oh my god...
so cheap (if i compare with other site)...
i heart theyir shoes collection....
meet them at amiclubwear.com
but i don't know they shipping to my country (indonesia) or not...
i hope they did....

^o^

All Time Schedule (not forever)

All Time Schedule :

1. PRAY (this one have to forever, be a grateful person)
2. Do anything that i can do,, do not don't do anything..just DO
3. Ask everybody who expert with my problem
4. Met my lectures on campus...and ask...ASK...ASK...ASK
5. Remember my MOM, my FAMILY (this one have to forever too....)
6. Time is TIK TOK...i have to hurry....i don't have much time..,*TIK.....TOK.....TIK.....TOK.....*

^-^

10 Days Left

My time is running out...
i just have 10 days to finish this task....
i have to work so hard to finish this...
only 10 days..or 9 maybe...
yup...yup..yup...SEMANGAT!!!!
i can't be lazy for this time....my time is running out...
think...think...think....
do...do...do...
pray...pray...pray...

^-^

Letter

Kayaknya akhir - akhir ini aku banyak mengeluh deehh...
maap ya Allah aku cuman ngeluh...ngeluh..ngeluuuuhh...terus...
aku kurang bersyukur....
mungkin karna akhir - akhir ni aku lagi banyak tertekan sama keadaan...
jadinya ngeluh terus....
contohnya kek postingan sebelumnya...
ngeluh...ngeluh...ngeluh....
kenapa aku kurang bisa bersyukur....
i feel like the most not happy person in the world...
besides...theres so many people out there that their life worst than me...
i think i just can complain for everything...
why i can't just be grateful for all my life, for all i have, for all i've done, for all i get, for all people around me,...
may be cause i'm so stress right now,,,
i'm so tired with this situation....
i'm so depressed for all my task that i've done soon....
i force my self to reach that goal....
i just don't want make 'they' disappointed to me....
ya Allah help me please...
i don't have any courage to promise with YOU...

>.<

Tidak Sama Dengan

Stress..stress..stress...
kenapa harus ada TA???
bikin stress depresiii gila sinting *tok..tok..tok...amit2*...
hiks...
stress berat...
kenapa hasil perhitungan yang di web gak sama dengan hasil perhitungan manual...
salahnya dmn??????
di manualnya apa di webnya...
oh GOD help me please....
depresi aku jadinya.......
STRESS TINGKAT TINGGI jadinya....

huaaaaa!!!!!!hiks...hiks...hiks...

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Routine

Back to the routine....
make report...
finish the web...
i have to finish my report and my website before june 15 2009...
fiuuu...it's kind a hardest thing in my life (for now)...
i hope i can finish all the task soon before june 15...
i hope.....i hope...i hope....
wish me...

^o^

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T.T

Concentration

Question :
How make our self more concentration...??
help me...because i can't

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